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Sunday, 13 September 2009
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Blah-g #145
neko is sad because neko hasn't seen OWNER for two weeks straight since last friday. But hopefully neko will see OWNER on Tuesday which is next day off of work for OWNER.
Not much else. neko is still cleaning neko's room and its hard >.< but is nice because neko is finding all kinds of awesome stuff in the room, like finding a mic for the compy, a tape recorder for EVPs and other neat shit.
Now for a ranting.
Why is it that Im fucking 20 years old and I dont go out with friends (yes Im talking about IRL) I dont go out to movies (rarely), I dont get to just leave the house for a couple of hours and just hang out. Why? Yet my brother is 18 and he gets to leave and do all that shit and more and fuck he even gets money to go out and I dont get shit! I dont get jack fucking shit! I hardly spend time with Kuma (What I call Owner when not speaking in a BDSM context) and Im gonna fucking marry Him next year. I understand it's hard for Him to see me because He works so much and Im in college and we have no money but when either of us do have money we still cant see each other why? Because my brother already left and leaves me to watch the two young baby brothers. It's not fair. I want to live my own life but I cant because my family is holding me back. How? With guilt among other things. And I just dont know what to do anymore. It's frustrating, and it hurts so much that I need to find ways to make the pain go away. I know im prolly sounding like an emo fag bitching and shit but its true. I mean there's a lot of people who might be in the same situation and there's no one they can talk to. Shit I cant even talk to Kuma about this because all he says is that I need to leave and He doesnt understand that even though I really want to I just cant get up and leave. sigh I just dont know what to do.
Rant end.
Saturday, 12 September 2009
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Blah-g #144
neko is sad that OWNER has to work on Sunday.
And here's some things you may or may not know about neko:
Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[x] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 3
Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[x] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[x] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise. (Actually neko knows Brazillian Ju-jitsu)
[x] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for. (does OWNER count?)
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap. When people pretend to be depressed and look for pity
[X] Schizophrenic?
Total: 6
Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses (obviously). >.>
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[x] You are always very polite in your speech. (only when neko is out in public)
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field. (More into occult)
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something. (Bondage?)
Total: 5
Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[ ] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[ ] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 1
Boke (Dumb Guy)
[ ] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[ ] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[ ] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[ ] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 1
Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[x] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[ ] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You’re an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 1
Tomboy Character
[x] You feel comfortable in boy’s clothing.
[x] You have short hair
[ ] You have had a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[ ] You are really good at sports.
[x] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you’re sort of in denial. (mostly for neko's ero writing)
[x] You show your girly features on rare occasions. (only for OWNER)
Total: 4
Sexy Character
[x] Your bust/package is...formidable. (*pokes breasts* um does 38C count?)
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs).
[x] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 3
And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[x] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[x] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~~~
[x] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you. (OWNER)
Total: 6
RESULT
1. YANDERE 6/6
2. LOLISHOTA 6/6
3. MEGANEKKO 5/6
4. TOMBOY 4/6
5. SEXY CHARACTER 3/6
6. TSUNDERE 3/6
7. TSUKKOMI 1/6
8. BOKE 1/6
9. NADESHIKO 1/6
Thursday, 10 September 2009
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blah-g #143
neko is so depressed neko's mom changed her mind about having a cat and said to get rid of Fatty Ding Dong. neko cried while getting rid of him cuz neko loves Fatty so much.
neko is now sick because of the stress of having to get rid of Fatty. neko cant keep neko's food down either.
But on a lighter note neko gets to go see OWNER on Sunday cuz He has the day off and has to do some stuff with neko's mom and so neko gets to go with :D
Tuesday, 08 September 2009
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see relatedBlah-g #142
Sorry everyone neko was at the twin's house, watched stuff on youtube and some yaoi, then doodles some and then twin showed neko how to draw wolves and werewolves and then sleeped and then woke up and talked about ghosts and supernatural stuffs.
Things with OWNER are still bad. neko doesnt know what to do. neko hurts so much and cant tell OWNER and its too much for neko to handle.
No one can help neko with neko's problem because it's so hard to figure out. *sigh*
on a happy note, neko's mum said neko can has kittah of neko's own again. So depending if kittah is boy or girl neko will name either Carmine (male) or Morgan (female). So yeh. If any of yous has name please let neko know and neko might pick out the better name :D
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